Negative sides of success

One of dear friend of mine quotes success as just edge over others . Yes it might be right in some cases . But this time i have some thing really strange to blog , dont know why but i have been trying to understand what a success is and unfortunately i find ill effects of success too . What ethics in simple words means that good things . You need to do good be good . That is all , but how difficult is it to be ethical these days frankly speaking very difficult . And my point is that we are not really that confident of what we believe in untill we achieve something . Consider the case of period of pre-success we tend to follow some roll models and get inspired from them and along with this i firmly believe there is a wild part is us too and i should say that part is hided in this pre-success period . It shows only minor symptoms . But what happens is when we attain this success we tend to believe in ourselves . Now we also start believing in our wild part of us too . Now if the volume of success is a larger one we tend to even portray that wild part too thinking that this may even inspire some one else .

Now what is happening most people are really normal people definitely not Vivekananda or Gautama Buddha . We strive for success and we improve bad qualities too. But some where or some how i have an answer something called common sense and attitude matters and here these things play some role in moulding us.

My CTS interview .

I got to be blogging this because this is disaster experience to me. I have been to tirupathi . Last Monday , suddenly on Wednesday i got the mail from cts to attend for the technical interview . With a great effort after traveling for about 14 hours i reached here and i gave my interview . I am done with all the three rounds but still i couldn't make it to the final list . Definitely what the hell can i do if the interview person asks me how a digital camera works or how a micro wave owen works . I am an electronic graduate yes of coarse but this does not mean i know every electronic good . Right now i am not really obsessed but now enough has happened i am looking forward for my joining into TCS . I can't answer every time that i am still waiting for my joining .

CHOICE------------ SATISFACTION

I carry strange type of doubts in my mind every time this time i am struck with this concept of choice and satisfaction . When we look at these words separately we dont find a great deal of relationship unless we observe clearly they stand together which is hard to realize . We find choices in few parts of our life and rest we wont be left with options or choices . We got to stick with them . Infact we love them a lot than those which are choosen from choices . Making this even simple we love our father and mother more than anyone in the world . And we dont have to choose from them . Hence if we are asked a question if you are satisfied with your father it would be a big joke . Our father is what he is and we accept him as himself . Hence there is no question of satisfaction ,but this goes vice versa in the case of our spouse because we find choice in choosing them .

It not that i want to convince that when you have choices it may spoil you levels of satisfaction ,though we are satisfied we lag behind some where in the future . So its how we understand a relation ship or any thing that deals with choices .

Betraying oneself

This happens with most of the people around me some say i am positive some say i am optimistic some say i live this way . But i feel they are betraying them selves is this how we lead our life . Betraying ourselves . I just want to make it simple and make my own point . We do a lot of things every day we meet a lot of people every day and philosophy says everything has a meaning and impact. And the magnitude of the impact depends on the perception of the impact . And it is definitely the most difficult thing because if we perceive the right thing from every thing we come across after say 15 to 20 years we will be a perfect human being or a spiritual guru .
This is what the problem i am facing i feel that i can do a work and i postpone it at that point of time i know that i have to work out but i betray myself that i know that but actually not . There is a small distance between betraying oneself and betraying others definitely betraying oneself is a bigger crime than betraying others because others may realize one day that they are being betrayed but if you betray yourself it gets really difficult to realize and after certain point of time you try to convince people around you . Hence the best way to understand oneself is stop betraying then we can live life in a meaning full way and we can actually start winning with spirit .

Life not regular in Metro

I am proud to say i was born and brought up in one of the metropolitan city ,Hyderabad . All my friends enjoy the special thing about being a metropolitan . Life in a metro actually starts after 9 o clock . This is the most unfounded thing. People here actually spend their best of the 24 hours time during the night when the other part of the world starts sleeping. My blog will be really small to explain about the night life in metro . Either it be the pubs or it be the temples . what not ,and what if its a 31st of December , i am sure very very few people actually go to bed on that day , Every where you will find night shining with lights and people instead of having drowsy faces actually wait for clock to tick 12 o clock and when it happens they party a lot , damm lot , Drinking,roaming and celebrating.
Having tasted all these things(Except drinking) still i feel my old way of leading life that is going to sleep by 10 o clock and waking up early in the morning and giving a grand welcome to new year into my life . And not just this one mostly i try to go to bed early, because waking up early in the morning is fun , dont know why that actually gives some happiness . I strongly suggest to my readers doing this just sleep by 10 o clock and wake up at 4 or 5 o clock in the morning start doing work , that day would be really good . You will enjoy it to the maximum . Ever since i was student i use to wake up at 4 in the morning to study(atleast name sake) . I am not sure how much i learned in the morning time but i enjoy the rest of whole day . Just wanna remind an exaple small kids if we observe they wake up early in the morning and they start playing happily, just because its the warmth that they find with nature despite being with mother . And believe me that warmth is same as that we find in mothers lap .

Are we learning it right

I am having almost a night mare when i tried to teach Java to my sister who is 4th topper in her college and passed her first year in distinction . The nightmare is that she being an Computer student could not understand the basic thing in a programming language , its commenting a line (if you are aware of any programming language you ll know this , All i can say its the most basic thing) . It just not about her most of her friends are in the same situation . Is this the problem with the student or lecturer or university who is responsible in giving 70/100 in her final exam.
My concern is not just about my sister its about the system , definitely i am not the right person to show up the faults of a university , but who is the sufferer , This is not just small case because a place near my home called Ameerpet is very famous for teaching computer related subjects . If i go there i can find huge youth opting to study there , Most unbelievable thing is that almost all the people whom i find there are actually graduates and believe and specially from B.Tech and guess what they come there just to learn the subjects which they should have learned as a part of graduation .

Whom should i blame is that the parents who are paying chunks of money for their kids future . Is that the student who spends of half his teenage in the college imagining that those shit things will mould his future bright . Or is that the lecturers who come there feeling that student understands what ever they say . If i am not wrong most of the engineering colleges are like fools paradise . Where are we heading to .

But still personally i am Techie and i understand things in my own way , its just that simple if you wait for some one else in this world to come and reform you , You will get stagnated . This doesn't mean that Student should start running with their life i feel its all about answering your conscience .

JUST QUESTION YOURSELF , AM I DOING THE RIGHT THING!!
This is it you will do some thing or the other , because after all philosophy of life says every thing comes next to life . Its all about how you tackle things . If you can you are victorious .


- TILAK

Local Train is fun

Since my childhood ,until my graduation i stayed in Hyderabad but i never got a chance to take train , every time i use to travel by bus but only after graduation i started to travel by local train . I had this habit of foot-board traveling in the bus during my intermediate . It was not a big fun but i use to do that because many of my friends even do that . I was grown up enough when i started traveling by train and i avoided foot-board travel thinking that it is dangerous . But yesterday i got this chance of foot board traveling . Believe me its totally a different feeling when you watch the running track beside you and if it is during afternoon the cool breeze kisses you every time and what not you will find JANNAT(heaven). And specially when you are crossing a bridge you can find no land under our legs and feel like flying .
Definitely foot-board traveling is not good but still once in a while with good care it feels good and makes you free from all the tensions . I loved the feeling and hence i am blogging this .

--RajTlak